Itz all about tyme....

2009-08-31T13:31:00.001-07:00

my pics..
sum i edit..haha
n u will c alot of shaifful pics as he is my model...
=)

2009-08-31T13:08:00.000-07:00

hey..
itz been very long time since i last update..
im quite bz wit sch,CCAs n photography..
I've been thinking abt tis quite a while.
Im here to tell all readers abt what i'v been thinking..

So let me start..
I'ev been facing high and low tides these daez
i dont knw watz wrong wit me bt all i knw is tat im nt doing well in my life
after e figth..n my frenz n her will knw wat fight..
it will b e first n last tyme i gona do tat..
itz fucking stupid of me...
im so fucking fuckd up wit myself..
i knw tat u cant accept tis bt hope u hv 4give me..
so sori nsbn..

Recently,i met my ex form teacher (ms lim),
guess wat,,she even told me 2 look 4 a new girl frm me skol..
i was like WTF seh..i knw CE hv alot of chicks bt im nt a guy who goes 4 looks(bt nt so ulgy ones) bt i go 4 e heart..haha
n she also talk abt me n her..like so random sia..
i juz layan her n told her tis
"i mayb mingling arnd bt in my mind i always think of HER"
den she look at me like she wana eat me..LOLs
den bla bla bla i change topic n attend to my cadet..haha
i got no tyme 4 talking shit with her..haha

so bck 2 my life..
taking photo is e best way 4 me 2 cut dwn my smoking habit n get rid of my stress..
here r sum pics tat i took wit my master latif..
so till here den..
enjoy e pics on e nex post..
SELAMAT BERPUASE!!!!
check2 aku 4 hari tk puase..LOLs

2009-07-26T07:17:00.000-07:00

25 july 09

..most fun n memorable dae..

2009-07-25T20:45:00.000-07:00

hey people...itz abt a mnth since last update..

so,here r some photos abt wat been going on in my life...

enjoy..love u all....

..when east mitz west..

ahmad,ful,kk,fendy n me..

..fendy me kk..

''bdk2 tkde keje''

2009-06-25T05:54:00.000-07:00

hey people watz up!!!!!

itz been mnths since my last update...haha

wat to do,im a bz man...haha

juz wana tell u guyz abt tis week..

First two daez of tis week i went 4 a camp...as usual my cca camp..

quite boring arh bt e best ting is tat i got 2 mit alot of new people...

also we ate macD 4 our supper n itz only 4 us CLTs lh...hahaha

e second dae,kena fucked up cos we woke up at 1030hrs while e rest woke up at 0600hrs..LOL..

bt it was nothing lh...we got used to it already....

blablablablabla...itz tyme 2 go home..n u wouldnt believe tat me,lun,wan,rin n chua walk frm changi campsit 2 changi airport...hahaha..itz was like mre den an hr we walked...lol

den we lepak2 at T3 n my frenz went hm while i go kareoke wit my other bunch of frenz..haha

reach hm abt 11.30pm n mama as usual lecture me...hahah

on 24/06/09...e best movie ever tis year...TRANSFORMER 2

i will tell u mre on tat 2moro...or u cn go 2 husna blog 2 read it abt tat dae..

till here den..nytez....

..love u all..

2009-04-24T20:16:00.000-07:00

hey people..im lazy 2 write n this pics will tell u my daily life....haha

till here den...

love u all...

2009-04-13T22:37:00.000-07:00

hey people...

2dae was e 2nd dae of skol n itz totally boring man...

1st dae of skol already hv test n practical assignment...haiz

bt itz ok lh cos im getting used 2 it...n guess wat 1st dae je da kene kcau..haha

all my classmate starts 2 call me"sir"cos i wear my no.3 uniform...wtf sia...

criously shit mah my teacher also join them disturb me..haha

bt ok wat itz like u get e respect for e dae..haha

as usual skipd my LLA lessons n went hm wit bdae boy ful....

rch jrng n go lepak at kk hse n it was hell man...

we were hving fun n tat bitch go msg me...haha

we plan 2 celebrate ful bdae bt it was cancel due 2 sum reasons....

go 2 jp wit bitch n we were like kid make noise here n thre thx 2 tat bitch...haha

da lh tk fufill my morning wish bt itz ok threz always nex tyme...haha

till here den...

gtg nw...

bye readers...

love u all...

2 her thx 4 e wonderful nyte

hope we cn make a fool of ourself mre..lol

love u *i***....XD

2009-04-03T06:02:00.000-07:00

hey people..

itz a joyful dae 4 me...cos 2dae was e first daei step out of my hse aft 48hrs at hm..hahaha

itz all startd when my frenz n i go 4 fridae prayers n den lepak2 4 awhile...

n criously i gain lotz 4 thingz wit my frenz during the lepak...lol

den take a cab hm,quickly change into my half u n rush 2 skool...

i was already late bt wat 2 do i juz step tkde pape happen...haha

met wit lun,sharen n chua..n all e craps startd 2 come out...

den i so call b a jumper 4 awhile 2 mit HER 4 awhile...

mit HER pn nk kasi her kindo bueno n ferrero rocher...haha

den bck 2 my cca 2 cont our parade...

arnd 1845,me ful fendy atep lun sharen n chua proced out of skool...

aft 5-10min chatting,ful fendy atep n me went 2 pm MAC of our dinner...haha

i treat them ech a meal n sadly i wantd 2 invite HER bt wat 2 do i dont hv hp...haiz

if u(HER) r reading tis i knw u will say y didnt i borrow sumone hp 2 contact her...comfirmnye..lol

n abt my"list",im only thinking abt tat one prsn...

im trying hard 2 get her bck...so itz all e matter of tyme...

k lh till here den people...

take care n hv fun...

love u all bitches n jerks...lol

Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

2009-04-02T04:21:00.000-07:00

hey humans..

itz a dam farking boring wk 4 me...

da lh my hp dwn n im hopeless witout it man...haiz

n also got into a fight wit my parentz n criously i didnt talk 2 them 4 almost 3 daez...omg

i criously got nthing 2 do at hme n all i did was online n thinking abt stuff...hahaha

Seemz tat i cnt dcide which 2 choose sia aft all those deep thinking...haiz

All i want is tat to hv sumone whom i cn share my life wit n express all my feelings 2 her....

i got 3 people in my list bt i dont knw who 2 pick...sigh

so im juz waiting 4 e ryte momentz 2 tell tis girl hw much i love n care 4 her...

till here den...

till e time comes.....

thx 2 all my frenz who hv given me advices....

4 tis people i owe them big tyme especially HUSNA

4 fendy,ful n hanif i thx u so much...

love u all...

Not all guys are jerks. Just because ONE is a jackass doesn't mean he represents ALL of them.

2009-03-30T07:19:00.000-07:00

hey people..

juz wana tell tis life of mine tat happen 2dae...

Firstly went bck 2 skol 2 buy a new shirt n aft tat go vivo wit my frenz...

Itz been a long tyme since i last step to vivo...hahaha

Every shop i passd by brings me flashbck n i kept on thinking abt it all dae long...

I keep thinking abt all those sweet moments i hv wit HER...haiz

why muz tis happen sia...haiz

i did try my best 2 4get all thse thingz bt they keep appearing...sigh

bt all i knw itz tat im moving on bt thre is still thingz tat SHE should knw...

LIFE is indeed so CHALLANGING.....Haiz!!!!

till here den people...

love u all...

For her:

Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.

2009-03-24T23:09:00.000-07:00

hey people...
itz been awhile since i last update...biase lh kate bz mah...haha
so juz waNA wrap it short n simple...
Firstly my holidae juz started n im dead bored wit tis 3wks...
bt im juz preparing 4 tis friday event n im looking 4ward 2 it...haha
Secondly 2dae should hv gone out bt since im single itz juz like a normal dae....sighsighsigh
Lastly i criously cnt 4get my pastd bt im trying my best 2 move on n hopefully one dae she will come bck or a new prsn will rise...

till here den..
sinz signing off...
love u people......

if only i could turn bck tyme,

i shall nt make e same mistake.

still love u bby..

2009-03-17T03:42:00.000-07:00

HeyHeyHey....

itz quite a boring dae at skol...itz was fucking dry practical n theory lessons...haiz...

n 2dae was my first tyme i reachd me damn early...haha

typically my dae sux...Firstly,i come late 2 skol cos SUMONE did "wake"me up...haha

Secondly,i only do my chem pract n den go hm...like so waste my tyme go skol...

Lastly,im dam bored n criously im in my holidae mood ryte nw seh....OMG....

k lah..

till here den people....

cnt write much....

love u all....

n thx 2 e prsn who "wake"me up juz nw.....hahahahahaha

2009-03-16T08:05:00.000-07:00

hey people..

itz been awhile since i last update my blog....

juz tat im 2 bz wit my sch stuff....haha

Itz been quite a bz week 4 me as im preparing 4 my examz n as e same tyme my cca parade...

haiyooo..im sure tat my 1st wk will be burnt....haiz

Bt i will try my best 2 get bck 2 u guyz out thre n hope tat e prsn will miss me...haha

okok till here den...

ill leave u all wit sum pics...

nytez people.....

love u all....XD

2009-02-27T05:37:00.000-08:00

hey people...

juz wana tell u all tat 2dae was e happiest dae 4 tis week...

firstly i didnt go 2 skol 2dae cos my test falls nex week..haha

secondly, 2dae was like my lucky dae as my frenz all blanja me n itz was great man...org da nk blanje so i juz ok je lh...hehe

lastly i went 2 skol 2dae n itz was like a normal cca dae bt e sirs which is me n alun faced a problem...

i dont wana mantion much bt juz wana say on bhalf of my cadet n my caa,im truly sori abt wat happen juz nw...i promise u tat it will nt happen again n hope 2 work as a team with u all...sori again...

till here den...i got kayaking 2moro n need 2 wake up at 4.30am....haiz

nytez people...

love u all...

There's a story at the bottom of this bottle

And I'm the pen

Make it count when

I'm the one who's selling you out'

Cause it feels like stealing hearts

Calling your name from the crowd

2009-02-24T06:46:00.000-08:00

hey people..

only few hours left till i turn 17...haha

juz wana say abt 2dae...

im like a pimp juz nw...hehe...dono y lh bt all e pretty girlz in my klas always sits bside me...hehe

bt my frenz all like jealous n left me wit them..they went to luch without me...wtf...bt atleast i got 2 flirt arnd 4 awhile..lol..

itz been a good start for me 2dae cos im moving 2 a new life...

itz been awhile ive been aming of tis particular girl bt neh i wont get her want...hehe

bt nvr die cos blum cube blum tau...mane lh tau dpt..hehe

till here den...

nytez n love u all...

n 4 tat special person,imy n ily...

Wajahmu mengingatku..

Dengan kekasihku dulu..

Wajahmu mengingatkan..

Dengan masa laluku

2009-02-21T07:23:00.000-08:00

hey people..

itz juz a typical satdae nyte for me....

juz wana cut short my story short...

morning me n my wawan go gym 2 work out frm 0800-1330...tatz long engh...

after tat, i go wit my cousin 4 a soccer match n sadly we lost 4-3...haiz bt no matter wat we did try our very best..

lastly,im dam TIRED!!!!!

tatz basically my satdae 4 2dae...haha

till here den...nytez people...

n if she is reading tis,im truly regret my wrongz n im sori..

although sori wont turn bck tyme,i hope u'll accecpt my apology...

hope u will hv a great tyme wit who ever ure wit n wish u both the best...

im sori bt im still loving u nsbn...

LOVE u ALL.....

2009-02-17T06:17:00.000-08:00

Hey people...

juz updating 4 fun as I'm dam board...

2dae i got a practical test on chemistry n i dam confident tat i could get an A..

bt im nt over2confident tat i will get an A...Juz praying hard so i cn skip my 1st year poly...

im doing quite well in my studies n in my sch....

bt e worst thing is tat i could nt stop of thinking abt tat special girl...

im really pissed wit her ryte nw n really like wanting 2 smack her bt wat to do i juz tahan my self

so u guyz out thre pls do think TWICE abt taking a girl 2 be ur GF...

so till here den...

nytez people....

Love u all....

M.Lup.F...

2009-02-13T06:17:00.000-08:00

hey dudez....

itz was a dam tired dae 2dae....

as usaual i go skol in the morning den arnd 4 pm i went 2 training at BLSS...

haha...tatz my dae...

n e wired thing is tat i suddenly felt e miss of love frm her...haiz...

tat was random....haha

till here den people.....

HAPI VALENTNIE people....

Enjoyz!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bye,love u all n tat special person...

2009-02-07T22:24:00.000-08:00

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2009-02-07T21:48:00.000-08:00

hey people

yesterdae was the greatest dae in tis week...

after my kayaking expediton,me n alun went 2 meet kk n co.

den we when 2 arab street 2 hv dinner while abg besar n his bro go shisyaing...

N guess wat yesterdae was the first tyme tat ther was no girls n t is like a guyz dae out...

it was dam fucking fun....after tat we went 2 sum stupid place n i tell u tat only guyz will like it bt nt guyz like me...n if u r thinking of such places,i guess ure ryte...hehehe

reach hm arnd 12.30 n i was totally KO...

till here den...

im still thinking of her n love u all....

2009-02-03T05:54:00.000-08:00

hey2 people...

juz wana make tis short n simple...

Firstly,i learnt alotz of new things abt life during my lifeskills lessonz...

Secondly,im still nt giving up on u even people say bad thingz abt you..

Thirdly,im still figuring out my way of life cos itz really dam complicated...

Lastly,heres sum tips frm me abt handling BGR...

BGR rulez

You must love ech other
You must respect one another.
Mustz NOT be SELF CENTRED
Forgiveness
Trust ech other
Emotions Management

n one more thing, ANGER cant be taken 2 consideration cos when u r angry,u will say any words tat comes to ur mind without thinking deeper...Bt we can manage it by finding the reason bhind tis anger...

Tis is my principle of life

"In life,the more you get the lesser you have..Bt the more u give,the more you will gain.."

so tatz all 4 2dae people...till nex tyme...love u all...

2009-01-31T21:20:00.000-08:00

hey people...

yesterdae was e greatest dae in my life...

basically i went out wit my besteverfren husna...

first we went 2 sim lim juz e buy my samsung k9 cable n her earpic..

we walk frm bugis n really talked alotz of things...

bt in my mind i cant stop thinking of tat girl.....

den husna tell me 2 stop thinking n juz move on wit my life...

after buying those things,we went to long john 2 eat...n guess wat tis is the first tyme i ate dam slow..i dont knw y bt i juz act per normal...

after eating,we go jln2 arnd bugis n in a sudden,we saw kk sis...

den bla bla bla go jp...thinking 4 treating husna ice-cream bt my mind juz cant stop thinking abt her n we juz headed 2 e library...

n tat was e longest tyme i sat wit her n talkd frm arnd 6 to 10 pm..WOW!!!

n frm tat talk ive learn lotz of things n gain my confidence...

i say to husna

"we lost sumting bcos god wants to replace it wit sumting new n beta"

husna say it was right...she also say tis

"when we go after e cat it will run bt if we juz saty still it will come to us"

i say"ah itz ryte bt itz only matter of tyme"

we got so many words comes out frm our lips n all those words r really realated 2 both of us...

we also say only if he n she is thinking e same way as we r thinking of tis i think e world will be full of smiles n laughter...

one qns from me..

"IF U WERE GIVEN ONE WISH,WAT IS UR WISH"

till hereden sinz siging off...love u all

2009-01-30T05:53:00.000-08:00

Have you ever felt,Like you were holding a fragile heart,

That could break any second,And then it shatters,

And you don't know how to fix it?Then your world goes wild,

With everything spinning but you,You stand still and stare at the moment,

Not knowing what to say,Not even paying attention anymore.

You want to say something to help the moment,But tears are saying enough.

I want to hold the pieces of your broken heart,And put it back to one.

I hold you close,Hoping you can forgive me,

For hurting you so badly,I tell you I love you,

And it's far from a lie.I cry on your chest,

Apologizing again and againYou finally pull me away and lift my face up towards yours,

I look into your eyes,Wanting to turn away,

But I'm forced by love to keep looking.And you say the three words I longed to hear:

I love you.You wipe away the tears,

Leaning forward to place a kiss upon my lips,And you pull me away,

Holding me close as you can,

You tell me once more at the same time I tell you:

I love you.

2009-01-30T05:48:00.000-08:00

I love you today and I will love you tomorrow

Just some words To clear the sorrow

That will neverLeave my heart or yours

From this day forwardYou are so special to me

I love youWith all my heartAlways haveAnd always will

From family and friendsThat never end

You will always be with meAs I will always be with you

Until we cross the gates of heaven

There we will always beTogether until the end.

2009-01-30T05:01:00.001-08:00

hey people....
i juz cnt 4get abt her....i really regret wat ive done 2 her...
im sori shira...i really cnt leave you nor 4get abt u....
Nw i realised my mistake,im really gona b a new person frm 2dae onwards....
Im going 2 change 2 e person i used 2 b b4 i get u n e moment i get u...
on the 25 FEB 2009, i mdmuhsin will b e person tat nursyahirah love b4...
Till here den...

love u all n always love u....
muhdmuhsin still fighting 4 nursyahrah heart...
nitez...